Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i hate holidays

sometime, my favour just different from the others..

the others are so waiting for their school holidays,

but for me, i not really like holidays.

it cant says I'm really hate school holidays but I just hate the feeling staying at home and doing nothing.

some of you might says go study la, STPM is around the corner.

But for me, i don't really doing that. If you see me studying at home, that's not me... haha..

feels getting bored nowadays, first wake up, brush my tooth, go down have a breakfast, watch movie den switch on the pc play play play till crazy and the end of the day.

Den I just wasted my day just like that.

Oh My Godness.... How could my days ended like that???

That's why I always told my friends ---- I hate holidays.... >.<

Saturday, October 24, 2009

we r da champion ~~~~~

"the sixth form night dancing champion goes to ......... yeah! u got it!! is L6B3!!!! "

after the mc announced da result, every L6B3 classmates scream like crazy....

haha.... everyone was soooooooooo happy that time...

we all just scream scream and scream...

until yi cong ( sixth form president) warn us try to calm down and let the ceremony to over.

but actually we all just stop screaming and our celebration let it to continue...

muhahahaha.....

everyone will not forget our theme song - WE ARE THE CHAMPION !

all of us were too crazy on celebration until we sent our those teachers who attended the sixth form night...

and photo sections were on and on and on.... ( those photo i will upload after that)

this might be my most unforgettable night.....

I really appreciate the days we spent all together for hard practice.

I want to thanks all of my classmates because of your fully co-orperative...

Because of all the hardship, cooperation, friendship and teamwork,

our sweats and tears are rewarded with our winning trophy...... muhahahahaha... >.<

dun forget our last ever slogan


" L6B3 !!!!!!! MAMAMIA!!!!!! "

I love you all !!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Preparation for da Six Form Nitezzzzz

yeaaap... the Six Form Nitez is gonna held on next saturday!!!!

as all Sam Tet students know, this was the graduation night for all Upper Six students.....

but for Lower Six Students, that day was the big night for them...

They all busy prepared for their dancing and almost everyday is dancing period... haha...

My class also took part on that competition and all hard preparing for that.

but seems not for all my classmates, just half of them are actively attent the practice...

sometimes just too furious on them but what can we do? Force them go?

we all already 18 years old but seems part of them still in child mind..

just don't wanted or willing to give the coorperation...

but all of us just have a mind, thats not try our best, that is..............

win the competition!!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

End of my holidaysssssss

Again, I have wasted my holiday peacefully...

Ended without doing anything useful...

At least this time I spend most of the time with my frens... with all friends that study abroad nor at KL, Melaka this and that...

I think I have around half and a yearwe din meet each other especially my 2 buddies, chun kit and kent...

these 2 best ever buddies just come back from Singapore and I still remember that day they leave me alone at Ipoh!!! >.< ( just joking.. haha)

But I think I have make a smarter choice for me even some of my friends says that i should study at colleges... haha...

because i have found someone that is truely important to me somehow I should stay here...

tomorrow there will be another gathering for we with our Sejarah tuition teacher Miss Lee..

I hope all of us can attend that gathering and meet together which seems like we have lost contact with each other for long time ago since we have been separated after tha farewell party...

haha... I think this hard to be occur because some of them still have their study week and might have to go back earlier.. haha...

but... i think is ok... there will still have the chance we can gather and chat happily just like the days we have our tuition... ^.^

Thursday, September 17, 2009

dissapointment life

and finally, i have collected my last paper for my monthly test.

2day, i was just unhappy for the whole day starts from the moment that all the results have come out....

I was so dispressed and even cant concentrate on my favourite topics - DNA and photosynthesis tought by mr choong.

Mr choong was a very good teacher actually and I just dono why i just could'nt pay attention on his class...

Nt only that, Mdm Carrie, my chemistry teacher. What she tought this few days i not even understand and starts could'nt to catch up...

I wonder what happen to me actually....

I started to fed up and my morale started to drop.

In this monthly test, I have full dissapointment on my all subjects that i have taken..

PA, Chemistry, Biology, Muet, and even my favourite subject, maths that proudly be my first 'fail' subject in my entire study life.....

36 marks?! I wonder what happen to me actually....

For the others subjects, i can said that i have gave my whole strength on it, i read it!!! i understand it!!! But .... why?

My mom scolded me din study and always sit infront of the computer.

bt i really tried my best in this test and now what i got here, i really don't know how to answer her....

acually i'm not jealous on you, i just don't want you to worry on me.

cause sometimes when i talk about studies, you will sad too, so i didn't tell you just now..

I just feels that my world has started to change.

The darkness finded me, and the devil tolds me to regret and fed up on my studies.

But do I really have to do so?

I don't think so.....

Starting from tommorrow, there will be no more 'lame' in my dictionary....

Sunday, August 9, 2009

im sick...

fuh... i seems long time din update my blog... haha....

yeah.. as you all see in my title, i'm sick....

this happen since yesterday and i was really feels not well for whole day long...

at first, i was quite scared because all i suffer was the symptoms for H1N1... - fever, sore throat and cough....

wao, a close one.... luckily today i already feels ok and no fever anymore... phew.....

anyway, thanks for my all friends who are caring on me....

Sunday, July 12, 2009

it's gonna a busy life

again.. one week has gone...

and my weekends wasted again...

on friday, all clubs having their Annual General Meeting(AGM) to give away their jobs to the new commitees...

I attended 4 meetings at that day and quite busy that day... haha

at the end, i have get 2 posts on that day... president of band harmonica and vice president of safety and emergency club

Oh my god... all is president... haizzz.... I thik it's gonna my most busy study life in my entire life....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

little student have lose in his finals.....

ya.. thats right... I'm lose in my finals....

In a group game, I have fail to contribute a point for my team....

and in the end, we stil won our champion in badminton match... The score is 3-2....

yeah.. 3-2 again.... I cant even think about the score is 3-2.... I was just too confidence on it but i have lose one of the game in the match....

even we have won the champion and everyone is celebrating with it, at the back, I was on down mood....

I'm down because I was lose the game - the game that almost makes my team lose the trophy....

the game that can kill of the opponent and won the champion earlier....

My game was in third game... One of the most important point was handle in my hand...

This is because we have won the last 2 games and this point could be our championship point...

But I was lose it... I was lose the chance to bring back the champion earlier and have to play until the last game due to our men's doubles lose da match....

In women's double, yuen kei and yi shyan have a narrow win with 2-1 win over the oppenent and we can sang along 'we are the champion' in the end....

a closed match huh? yeah.... is true after my lose......

but, i have to thanks my 'sister' gang which concole me after the game.. THANK YOU....

Monday, July 6, 2009

freedom

i love freedom...

but some of you just dont' give me do that...

i just feels that my freedom have been locked by you all...

when im form 3, you all not allowed me to use handphone....

when im form 4, you all not allowed me playing PS2....

when im form 5, you all not allowed me to play computer games....

even now im form 6, you all still control my lifestyle, control my freedom and control my way to do things....

even you all at KL, but you all spy on me through internet...

says me too addicted on facebook,msn this and that...

but you all don't know and would never know...

how hard was my lifestyle now...

I was living in a stressful life and live without the help of ANY ONE....

I was trying to release my pressure though online and is it bad?

you are not my parents and sister and you all just my elder cousins!!!

could you all just leave me alone and give me some freedom?

if you do so I will SO appreciate and thank you... BUT....

I know you all wont' do that so....

I just feels that,

my freedom will be locked by you all.......... FOREVER....

english blogs or chinese blogs?

hmm... actually now im wondering which launguage should i prefer in my blogs..

english? mandarin?

english might not be my mother launguage since i was study in chinese school since i was in kindergarden...

everything around me is those chinese words and not even an english....

but if i choose chinese as my launguage in my blogs, it might not so interesting as i thought...

p/s : even i know quite many of grammer mistakesssssssssss that i have made that might make you all confuse on what i have wrote....

hmm.... what should i do.... T-T

Thursday, July 2, 2009

crazy day in the cafe..

here comes my 3rd blogs for today....

after we have won the match, I go with gang to celebrate for our victory.. ( actually is just to drink a coffee and chocolate milk in cafe)

while waiting, we chit-chating together and here comes the most funny topic.... ( sorry 'sis' your friend ask me to write it de, dun blame me... hehe)

dont' know for what reason I started to ' quarrel' with my 'sis' again...

and she tries to use a french fried as her cigerrete and tries to tease me...

of couse I takes revenge by using a longer 'cigerrete', can you guess it? Is a straw.... haha

everyone was laugh loudly and my 'sis' even says me looks like a 'salormoon'...

huh? salormoon? I was wondering what she was talking that time...

then she sang : pipye the salor'moon'.. bubu!!!!

wait wait wait.. was that 'sailorman'? LoL!!!

everyone even laugh till non-stop.. haha...

by the way, I was quite happy and crazy today...

and I started to love this class... LOL!!!

inter-class competition 2

2nd of july 2009

today i feels very excited because today was my class-competition and i was participated even I have suffered an minor injury these days...

2pm was the time of the match and my team was facing the strongest team in all groups... combination of class F3 and B4...

my team was the combination of B3 and F4, which was the second seeded in the match( in my estimation la.. blek..)

my team was having a starting match with mixed doubles which was me and weng sie facing the B4 pairs - wai kit and kou li(dono spell her name)....

of course with not much hard fight in the game and manage to get the first point for my team... haha....

here comes the second match, the men's single which was a fight between jason( my team) vs keng soon....

unfortunately, we have lose the match but i know jason was trying his best...

and in the men's doubles, we also lose the game and we are travelled by 1-2...

luckily our women's doubles manage to beat the opponent and makes the score to be 2-2 tied..

here comes the last match that is woman's single... which was my sister will participate in...

at first i quite worried because she told me her opponent was very strong but after she takes the first game for our team, i just feels that my team will gonna win and beat the group...

even she has lose the second game, but with the help of every classmates which present today,

we manage to make the opponent to become nervous and keep missed on every shots...

and finally, my 'sister' manage to get the final point and won!!!

my team has won!!! 3-2

pui san says me even more happier than my 'sister' that time..

yar... thats true... I was SO happy that time because my order of formation has gets a reward!!

that is we have made into the finallist....

even my team have beat the strongest team but we still have to win the final to get the trophy..

com'mon team!! Lets give us our best shot and win the final for our class!!!

a lovely day....

1st of july 2009

here comes the day... the day we have to present our drama for our MUET 'project'...

actually we all already have well prepared and try to give our best preformance to teacher and classmates nor a horror or sad drama...( but i think all of us were the same, that is a horror drama)

jie shyan even asked me to bring my laptop to give some sound effects to make the drama even better... for sure, i agree to bring it to school...

finally the moment that I waiting for has fallen... here comes the MUET tutiorial class...

we all wait and wait and wait but our MUET teacher still haven comes into the class...

by using this oppotunity, I go to do some band work and counceling jobs....

after my work was done, teacher still haven comes into the class... I was quite curios that time cause I did saw her in the staffroom this morning!!!

hmm... I think she has forgot todays tutorial class and went home already.. LOL!!!!

after i get back to my class, i saw many people around my laptop...

arrh..... my laptop was being kidnapped!!! T-T

by the way, they just have done their 'projects' with my laptop and now was taking pictures and videos with webcam... sweat.......

of course i was joining the group and have a crazy day with them....

even that day i was not really happy because of something,

but i still feels that this was a lovely day for having a gang in my class...

( the photo i will publish lately because i'm lazy to switch on my laptop now... blek....)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

inter-house competition

this week is my inter-HOUSE competition..

please, not inter-class competiton....

my name was in the name list of participants in badminton competition...

and i was forced to go to make a match with the upper form seniors....

after i know my opponent was yellow house, i feels excited because my opponent was my band president, Lee Weng Hong which is from upper 6 F 2....

He was my long time dreamed opponent and we seldom to play with each other since he was in form 6.

here is the chance for me to give him a best shot...

the day before the match, i practice very hard to train myself a greater stamina to match against him...

but unfortunately, on the day of the match, my 'old friend' finded me again.... ( my arm injury)

yeah, again it was an injury for me again...

i cant believe it comes again for me, and i was hard to get a proper warm up practice cause i cant even perform a better hit on the shuttercork....

from that time, i was knew that this match i'm gonna lose to him....

at finally, my name was called to prepare at the court 2.

at first, i was trying very hard to search a new strategy to overcome my injury but it was too late.

during the game, i was feels the pain on every hit on the shutter.

at the beginning, i stil can manage his shot and get a 3-3 tied..

but after that, everything changed when he change his strategy.

he tries to make on my back court and make me have to hit a long shot to him.

and the things continues until the match end...

i was lose shamely and only manage to get 8 points in 2 sets.. what a shame for me....

and....

what a dissapoinment day for me.....

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

chinese tagged

you tagged me wan yee.. ToT

make me cant sleep now.. grr...


Rules :
1.被点到的一定要填,不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷
2.老实的回答每一题问题
3.不行乱改题目
4.写完一定要点8位朋友,不可不点
5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友
6.完成后,请告诉点你的人

-----点给-----

  1. zheng tong
  2. shing yih
  3. jia wei
  4. kar kent
  5. chun kit
  6. kar hou
  7. yong shen
  8. zheng hoe

-----個 人 題 - 10 題-----

01.你叫什么:宋裕铭
02 你的綽號:多到数不清。。 一时玉米,一时哥哥。。。T0T
03 你的血型:B型。。可以救我吗?
04 你的星座: 牧羊
05 你是男還是女: 当然是。。。。。男啦!!!
06 你幾歲: 18岁 lu.....
07 你住哪裡:怡保
08 你現在的學校 : 三德中学(大学先修班)
09 你有沒有手機 : 有啦

10 承上,那是多少: 在问多少台吗? 2..


-----朋 友 題 -----

11 你最要好的朋友(限1個): 有。。。呱。。。。 不知。。。
12 你最討厭的人(限1個): 原本有。。现在不详。。。
13 你最正的女性朋友(限1個): 有个好“妹妹”。。以前也有一个好“
儿”
14 你最帥的男性朋友(限1個): 有吧。。
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭: 发侨,贪钱,爱装扮型
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭:高傲,装酷。
17 你的好朋友有誰(不限): 有。。。呱。。。
18 你經常和哪位朋友出去:今年比较少出街
19 你身邊最憨的朋友(限1個,不能自己): 不知题目要求
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友(限1個): 我的好“妹妹”(蛮3 8的)


-----情 題 - 15 題----- 我最喜欢

21 你有沒有喜歡的人:有。。就是家“人” 和 朋友(人)咯。。。。
23 如果没有,你希望什麼時候有另一半: 暂时不想。。。
24 到目前為止,你跟多少人告白過:无数!!!相信吗?爸爸妈妈我爱你!!!
25 到目前為止,你被多少人告白過: 有就好咯。。。*窃喜*
26 到目前為止,你交過多少個男/
朋友: 有很多啊。。。男女不区的朋友!!!
27 你現在有另一半嗎: 有, 本人没分开自己成两半,一直很完整 :p
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣:当他在开玩笑, 跟他笑笑。
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 :没有该怎么答?
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 因为我喜欢啦
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: 有。。。跟姐姐牵手走街。。跟婆婆牵手聊天。。。
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 亲?亲戚的亲吗?(答非所问)
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: 有啦,有什么问题?
34 是誰,你們什麼關係:跟好“妹妹”牵咯,跟妈妈,姐姐牵咯。。有问题吗?
35 現在有人在追你嗎: 有啊!!每天给妹妹追拿钱!!!


------混 合 題 - 10 題------

36 如果有天,好朋友離你而去,你會怎樣:伤心(不止一次)
37 如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你會:失望,看透
38 如果有天,好朋友對你喜新厭舊了,你會:依然是朋友
39 如果你很受不了你的父母,你會離家出走嗎: 又一股冲动会这样做
40 你上課認真嗎 : 近来开始有点懒散。不想听课。。因为学校老师太“烂”
41 你功課好不好: 觉得慢慢的退步了。。。
42 你开电腦都在幹麻:Msn, Facebook, Blogging
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 不知道。没有数
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性:还是不知道,因为真的没有数。


------兇 手 題 - 1 0 題------

45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:Wan Yee
46 这個人對你好不好: 不错。。我的“主人”嘛。。。。
47 這個人是你的誰:朋友
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎: 除非世界末日了。。。
49 你們認識多久了:大概2年
50 這個人是怎樣的人: 不说可以吗?好难说!!!
51 這個人正/帥嗎: 还好。。
52 個人跟你有沒有在一起过:好牛哦。。。我不是Gay的。。我是正常人!!!
53 萬一你喜歡這個人,你會怎麼办: 怎么办,怎么办? 我要去变性了。。。


------聯 想 題 - 10 題------

56 說到正妹你會想到誰:不知。。。
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰:不知。。。
58 說到憨你會想到誰: 没有
59 說到痴你會想到誰: 我?
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰:不知。。。
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: 朋友
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: 除了calvin nga没有其他了。。。
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: “妹妹”,chin yap, jay wu。。。
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰:不明白题目要求
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : chun kit?

-----學 校 題 - 1 1 題------

66 你的班導是誰: mr ho,madam kerry,...... and so on...
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個:最后。。。可怜吧?
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: 没有。。。
70 你的英文好嗎:差到不得了。。
71 你的體育好嗎: 还好
72 你的数学好么: 还不错吧?
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長:极度讨厌!!!
74 你的學校好看嗎: 十年没变。。最近才装修。。没特别。。。
75 你的班級是: B3 (差吧?)
76 你的班級在幾樓:3楼





终于完成!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 19, 2009

好友

好友啊...

你们都走了....

你们已离开了我的身边, 往他州离去....

你们都离开了这个小城市, 奔向你们的前程,你们的理想.....

留下我,孤单只影的.... 默默的留在这继续努力....

你们一个又一个的离开了我, 到最后,我身边最要好的朋友全都离开了....

一些,我想都已忘了我,在他州有了另一位好朋友.....

一些,感情已变了,回一封信息也懒了...

原来,人,就是那么现实.....

好友的名字一个接一个的,在我心中长了一根刺, 刺中了我的心.....

连最好的朋友,到了外地后,就没有一封像样的信息了.....

好友们... 你们全都在哪儿?

失落

不知怎么的,近来感到蛮失落的。

虽然在上课空荡时,到前面与朋友说说笑,回到桌位时,心情还是恢复刚才一样。

今天,我的好伙伴没来,我的旁边就腾出了一个空位。

忽然间,我不知怎么了,心灵上感到非常空虚。

我的心,又开始胡思乱想起来。。。。

我想起了以前中四和中五的时候,那般无忧的上课环境,真是非墨笔能形容。

犹记得在上课时,我们那般顽皮的态度根本不像是理二(s2)班,行为能媲美k般的学生呢!

让我说说班上的"重要"人物:

班长阿莫 - 是一名不折不扣的好班长.每天都带着一个大头盔进班.而且更要命的是,他竟在班上偷\
吃东西的常客!!!

副班长阿罗 - 坐在班长旁边的阿罗自然同流合污, 在班上走来走去,不只在忙些什么,只知道他是唯
一时常欺负财政的人...

william&yi siang - 两位在班上的搞笑天王. 还记得每次上化学科时,william自然就成了主角.
而yi siang呢.. 就像我们班上的食物档口,供应我们的食物需求.不但如此, 他
sound effect 的工夫还真了得呢!!!

calvin nga - 译名"sand king".我也不知sk会怎样与他连上关系. 这个人呀, 真是我们班上最吵,也是
最聪明的一个.但少了他,班上的笑声真是会少了许多.....

万裕 - 班上最帅气的一位. 虽然不常在班上或在班上寂寂无"语",但又有什么是绝对少不了他.

kai shen - 译名-vp(vice president) 铜乐队的副主席. 他最搞笑的地方就是在上国语课时,"tiga"这
个字最让他感到头疼!!!!

chong yu cheng - 译名- BN.. 我也不知该如何解释. 哈哈... 班上英文满强的一位. 时常说出让人意想
不到的东西,然人哭笑不得...

gleann+yik hoe - 这个全新的搞笑组合是掌控班上笑脉的主导者!!!

俊杰 - 译名-微笑王子 无论在什么时刻,他都以笑面对... 真拿他没办法.....

heng kok hong - 来自别班的学生, 在班上一句话也不说,笑也只在打球时看过... 但时常被我们当成
笑的"材料"之一.. 可怜...

当然自然少不了kong kar chuan这个伟大人物...

kong kar chuan - 译名-king kong.... 他所说的话自然而然的当成了我们的名句.....



好怀念以前的生活,以前的情况还能再回来吗?

答案是....... 不能......

Monday, June 15, 2009

walk-in-interview

here comes the day,

the walk-in-interview of Majlis Ketua Tingkatan in my school.

of course, i'm the one of them to participate in this interview.

this time was the oppotunity for all monitors to get a post in this club,

and is a chance for me to get into the commitee list in MKT this year...

I just recieved the letter today and called to have a walk-in-interview tomorrow.

when i recieved this letter, i really feels scared and don't know what i have to do next..

my whole body was like gone lost, maybe i was too panic..

however, the letter has comes to my hand,

and what i can do is do my best in the interview....

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Vote

Im currently having an idea to change my hairstyle....

hmm.....

im wondering whether have to maintain my hairstyle which is short or having a long fashoinable hair like nicholos teoh.

should i take this risk to change my hairstyle?

i need your all help..

Please.....

leave your comment on this post..

thank you... ^^

Best regard,

yuh

Friday, June 12, 2009

preparation for inter-class competiton

these days i was staying in the house...

day dreaming about the inter-class competition that going be held after the school holiday.

but i cant have practice for it.

my injury still haven recover yet.

when i try to have a jumping smash for perposely,

my sternum stil have some pains.... ( do u all know where is our sternum? its located at the middle of our ribs)

this could be bad...

how i participate in interclass competition without tranning?

haih....

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Looking for raining GOD!!!

after woke up, is another good day.

GOOD!!! NO!! Is a HOT day again!!!!

at the morning, the weather was still normal.

Im quite enjoy that time in my house.

But everything changed after the noon hour.

All activities have to change after noon due to it's 'too' high temperature.

Let me show u some prove.....

at 2.42pm, let us look at the word 34.
this shows that the room temperature in my house is in 34 degree c !!!!!


2 hours later.........

the sky never have the sign to change weather...


even after 2 hours, my thermometer still shows the same temperature!!!
im wondering my thermometer was spoilt but no....

FINALLY.......

the day started to rain in the evening.... but....

it just maintains for 3 minutes!!!

from first, i thought god was blessing us and let us have a nice, windy evening...

yar.. it's quite windy... but but but....

all are hot 'wind' or is scientific term --- hot steam!!!!!

thats really.... haizz....

the scene after the rain....

i know these scene was because of the global warming

and we humans deserve to face it...

so lets us pray for our god respectively...

for christians and catholics, pray for your Jesus and Maria...

for Islamics, pray for your Allah.....

for buddist, pray for your Siddhata Gautama...

and for Hindus, ermm... I dono liao.. ( lol.. i'm so terrible!!!)

lets us pray for our gods to summon a heavy rain for us.....

南无阿弥陀佛。。。。 善哉善哉。。。。。


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Quite an interesting LUNCH....

today still the same,

high temperature under the super sunshine.

even go out for few minutes will makes you melted on the middle of the road.

as usual, I went out to have my lunch with my mom.

we still wondering where should we go and we have make a decision that is have our lunch near Station 18.

from the start, we want to go to eat Hainan chicken rice.

bt when we pass through a food shop which sells quite many types of desserts,

mom said "lets us try this shop." Sweat.......

"okay, watever..." tats the most common word tat i always say...

when we step in this shop, we just realise that not much people insede.

from the first sight, i feel that this could be bad....

okay, fine.... just have a sit and order the food... don't care too much on it...

i have ordered a chicken pork rice and my mom has her noodles.

when i get my ordered food, wao... that aunty said she had made a special egg for me.

HUR? a special egg? omega egg or what? what else she can said 'SPECIAL' ?

I was so suprised and shocked...

It was a love shape egg... What the.... egg in the shape of love? oh my god.....

that time I was thinking, "izit the chef here was too free since not much customers in this shop?"

lolz....

by the way, thats the first time i ate the 'love' shape egg and i quite enjoyed it...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

小傻瓜 was injured!!!!

Again, here comes a two weeks holidays for little stupid.

he tries to use this term of holidays to pratice and prepare for his competition -- an interclass competition that will be held after the school holidays.

little stupid still wondering what competition should he joined.

badminton? basketball? or football?

hmm.... thats a big problem for him because each participant can only join one competition.

"ok! thats fine! don't think about this first. I go play basketball for awaile" , little stupid said.

during the recess time in his camp held by his juniors, little stupid used this oppotunity to play basketball with his friends at school basketball court.

while blocking his friend to travel inside the dunking area, his friend crush little stupid's with his arm and little stupid was felt down.

As a conclusion, little stupid has suffered an injury at his sternum and can said quite serious also.

During his injury, he even feels pain when he takes a breath. What a pity....

Until now, he still feels a little pain at his strenum when press on it.

there was 5 days left before the school reopen.

little stupid hopes his injury could recover and participate in the interclass competition......

= (

BEST BLOG EVER!!!!

Hey guys,

i currently following a new blog user which was 'writen' by my ex-classmate.

nt new actually haha.... as long as he is 'older' than me.

His name is CHEAH WAN YEE and i think you all have heard him before --- an ex-brassband outdoor conductor.

Here is the advertisement on his blog and i found that i have to introduce to you all.

Welcome to view his blogs... ^.^ hope you all enjoyed....



http://cheahwanyee.blogspot.com/



Sunday, June 7, 2009

停电记

上个星期,小傻瓜经历了一场停电记。

停电时,小傻瓜还抱怨天气那么热,干嘛还来个停电啊!

然而,老师正烦着该如何继续讲课呢。。。

聪明的学生们就想了一个办法,就是贡献电话的手电筒!!!

麻烦照一照这边,我要说这里。。。

没电也要继续上课呀!

现在的学生是不是很聪明呢?

哈哈哈。。。。。。。

Saturday, June 6, 2009

holiday

time passed rapidly,

and here comes my second week of holiday.

little stupid starts thinking about his future in form 6.

little stupid was feeling the stress at his class.

all students seems were too 'strong' and hard to 'defeat'.

however, little stupid was started to study and revising the text book trying to chase up what he has missed during school day.

but, something has irritate him these days and made him cant concentrate on his studies.

that things is his band --- harmonica band which he cant let go and put so much effort on it.

on 1st of jun to 3rd of jun, harmonica band was held a band camp.

little stupid with the other two seniors trying to attend the camp to help those juniors.

but little stupid and the other two seniors couldn't knew that something bad will happened in this camp.....

when little stupid takes his first step in this camp,

he knews that that was the most horroble camp that he ever joined...

the camp held by form 3 juniors was SO terrible!!!

the following was the problem in that 'music' camp...
  • the money used by them was OVER budget
  • the PROGRAMME held in the camp almost the SAME as the previous camp
  • no proper MEALS prepared to the campers
  • after the camp, the classroom was as dirty as what we seen UNDER the bridge
and the most serious problem is.........
  • the discipline of the campers was SO BAD!!!! ( they not even pay attention on senior's class )
little stupid and 2 of the seniors were so disappointed.....

during the second day, little stupid finally started to shout at those campers....

as most of the friends around little stupid know about him,

little stupid was a very hot temperate person.

he cant even be patient when someone ignore his commands.

little stupid trying to be as fierce as possible to control the campers to be discipline.

but he knew that this was not a very good idea and will make those campers starting to hate him.

on the third day, the thing changed to worst.

little stupid quarrel with one of his junior in the camp.

and he scolded him like no people in this world.( this is because the attitude of this junior was getting worst and worst and worst during the camp)

little stupid just couldn't help himself to control his feeling...

after the camp, sometimes little stupid cant sleep well and just think about the problemS in his band....

this means that that was no holiday for little stupid again.....

Friday, June 5, 2009

误会

搞了那么多的事原来是一场误会!!!

其实,小傻瓜太多心了。。。

一直以来只是小傻瓜想太多,而促成了这场误会。。。。

这场玩笑真是开得太大了。。。。

这种种的尴尬真实使到他感到无地自容!!!!

小傻瓜一句又一句的道歉都无法得到她的一句回复!!!

怎么办!!!!!!!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

改变他的人成了伤害他的人

(小傻瓜又再次的动起了手指,写起了他的部落格)

今天小傻瓜不知怎么怪怪的,情绪有点反复。

可能是那天的事吧。。。

说起了那天,

那天晚上,小傻瓜正忙着做一些重要的东西,忘了把电脑关了。

可能是天意弄人吧,她忽然间找小傻瓜“谈天”。

正是因为小傻瓜不再线上,所以就没回她的信息。

当小傻瓜回来看到她的信息后,原本心情极好的他又如被刀刺一般痛!

她在信息上写着:没理会我的!
我知道你讨厌我啦!
我不会再找你的啦!
再见!

讨厌?小傻瓜心想着。。。

对,小傻瓜心中的确有讨厌过她。

小傻瓜讨厌她为什么那么久了都没有一封信息。

小傻瓜讨厌她对他不理不睬。

小傻瓜甚至讨厌她要说一句话需要经过一位中间人!!!!!

这一切已成过去,小傻瓜最想的是要回这位昔日的好朋友。

但。。。。。。

原来小傻瓜对她的见解与认识实在是太浅了。。

小傻瓜太高估他自己了。

小傻瓜认为自己是一名辅导员就能看清人的真面目,

原来这一切是错的。。。。。

曾经,小傻瓜因她而有了极大的改变。

原本不爱读哲学书的他,因她而爱上了哲学。

原本不大爱说笑的他,因她而爱上了娱乐班上同学的工作。

原本超害羞的的他,因她而能勇敢与异性谈天。

可能这一切不是她的功劳,但小傻瓜的确是因为她而改变了自己。

但现在,每次她说的一句话,都深深的刺入了小傻瓜的心中,真的好痛。。。。

原本已恢复了的重伤,为什么她又再次的刺伤它?

我不会再找你了! 这七个字再加上一个感叹号印证了她的决心。

他们的关系决裂了。。。。

曾经一度改变小傻瓜的人,如今已成了伤的他最重的人。。。。

Friday, May 29, 2009

尴尬

今天小傻瓜在学校疯狂到极点,

在上课时,不断的在做功课,读书,做功课,读书,

有着一个不曾过着的日子。。

小傻瓜感觉到“压力”这两个字越来越沉重了。

终于到了下课的时间了。

小傻瓜才乖乖的放下他一直读不明白的书籍,下课去。。。

到了食堂,小傻瓜与同班同学坐在一起闲聊。

谈话当中,大家有说有笑,而且在谈话当中,

小傻瓜竟与一名同班同学当上了兄妹!!!

关系复杂的两人真是难搞啦!!!

后来,放学后,小傻瓜有一堂为时3小时的数学补习班要上,

已经身心疲惫的小傻瓜感叹自己知否还能撑得住呢。。。。

果然,在补习到了一半时小傻瓜终于撑不住,倒了下去。。。

睡了一会儿,小傻瓜就起来继续上课。

当时小傻瓜看见前方的一些朋友转头看着他。

小傻瓜新乡大概情势不妙了。

果然,补习老师就开口说:“class! I think we have to take a break here. I saw someone feels sleepy in the class..."

当时, 小傻瓜身边的朋友都笑了起来,当时小傻瓜真是超尴尬的!!!

浪费了一整天的精力,去钻研一本自己都不知它在讲什么的书,而且还不明白的,

到头来换来的是一群又一群的嘲笑声,

其实,今天的小傻瓜很想责怪自己,

为什么他是这么笨........

Friday, May 22, 2009

what a funny person --- 小傻瓜

today little stupid back to school again.

During BI class, the teacher asked all students in the class to read out their poems yesterday...

While the teacher asked little stupid go to the front read out his poem,

the gang which always 'bully' him claped their hand hardly and shouting on him, how embarrasing!

When little stupid reading his poem until the half way,

he suddenly laugh in front of the class.

Everyone who sat in front was so curious what he was laughing.

Little student just couldn't stop laughing until the final stanza of the poem.

Inside the heart, he was thinking: Why I stil cant let go of her? Why I have to wrote this poem and showed it to my class?

Why? Why? Why?

Am i too crazy on love or i just too stupid to handle my feelings?

Yeah.. Maybe...

Then, little stupid started to laugh.

He laugh not because of those gang who always irritate him.

He laugh because of he is too stupid!!!

After the class, the gang comes to appologize to him.

Little just says nothing and walked away.

He tries to let him alone and calms his mind.

After that, he comes in the class and smile again...

But still, he still unhappy in his heart...

Thursday, May 21, 2009

最傻的小傻瓜

today little stupid ( 小傻瓜) was not happy...

little stupid was attended a BI class,

and the teacher asked the class to write a poem.

little stupid cant even think on a topic that he have to write.

suddenly, he thinks on the pass.

so he started to write.

here is his poem (any grammer mistakes plz 4give) :-


you

Where are you?
You just leave me behind and walked away.
Where are you?
I just couldn't find where you are after that day you leave.

Are you tried to ignore me?
I just couldn't know what you are thinking now.
Is our relationship is over?
Is our friendship just over because of that?

Finally i have found you.
But I not dare to chat with you.
Even if you appear infront of me,
I will choose to run away from your sight.

How could it been like that?
We were having our happy time together.
We studied together, joked together and console each other when we facing some problems.
But it all changed after that day.

I miss the time we have been together.
I miss the time we have fun together.
I miss the message that you sent to me.
I miss you.

After losing you, I was lost.
Feeling like lost in the jungle.
I lost my path, my way that I have to continue my journey.
I even lost the meaning of living in this world.

But soon all have become past tenses.
I will still waiting for you,
Wait until the end of the world.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

疯了的小傻瓜

小傻瓜又开始的他全新的一天。

今天,小傻瓜一如往常,到学校去上上课。

但今天小傻瓜对自己下了一个傻诺言,

那就是要在课室里无论什么事都要保持严肃的态度!!

就这样,小傻瓜浩浩荡荡的上学去。

开始时,小傻瓜还能保持着表现。

上课时无论多无聊,都撑着眼皮,直到上完课为止。

终于到了“温习时间”(study period)了。

因为这时候没有老师,小傻瓜就趁这时候,

到前面,手持一张名单,准备开始他的工作(询问谁要买书)
p/s : 小傻瓜在班上是一名副班长,简称傻班长.

开始时,小傻瓜的工作都算是顺利的.

但,到了中间时,时常作弄他的同学 ---- 由五人组成的"团体" 又来了.

那群人不断地引小傻瓜发笑,

谁知,

对自己下的承诺的小傻瓜最后还是屈服了,

他笑了... = _ = "

下课后,小傻瓜的毛病又发作了.

再等着老师的都来之际, 小傻瓜忽然间与他一旁的朋友唱起歌来...

看来小傻瓜快要疯了.......

等到数学老师来了后, 老师给了一些问题给学生做.

忽然间, 在附近的异性同学瞄了小傻瓜一眼.

直到是什么事吗?

当时正在回答数学的小傻瓜,

不由自禁得喃喃自语起来..... 好像疯人似的!!!

看来小傻瓜快要走火入魔了......

小傻瓜回家后想了想, 看来他需要去医院去检查了.....

今后,小傻瓜给自己添了个新花名

------ 小疯瓜 ( 疯了的小傻瓜 )


Monday, May 18, 2009

复活了的小傻瓜

上回说到小傻瓜要在明天来个新生活吧?

今天呢,小傻瓜在7点时分就到了学校,比平时还早了10分钟。

因为呢,小傻瓜需要提早到学校做些东西。

他已预料到,今天将会是个忙碌的一天。

今天是教师节,很多老师都很高兴地抵达学校。

经过了大约两个小时的致词后,礼堂里的人都快昏昏欲睡了。

然而,幸好大会主席说仪式结束后,大家又变得生龙活虎了。

开始时,小傻瓜一直都忙碌于准备教师节的礼物,东搬搬,西走走的。

到了仪式结束后,总算可以松了口气。

谁知,小傻瓜真真的“任务” --- 准备茶点,竟要在下午12.30分才开始!!

小傻瓜当时真的快崩溃了。

后来,负责老师还说要找多5位帮手时,

小傻瓜真的要昏倒了。。。。

小傻瓜又在“跑马拉松”了(即走完整所学校)。。。

他从三楼,跑到四楼,又在跑到三楼。过后还要走回一楼。

他的脚啊,真是酸死了!!

不过,皇天不负“小傻瓜”,总算给他找来了5个人。

宴会要在12.30分才开始。

但小傻瓜与一众10人傻傻地在11.30分坐在课室里等候老师们驾到。

就这样,大家闷闷地,就谈起了天来。

谈着谈着,小傻瓜就忽然间多了一个花名---玉蜀黍

这正是小傻瓜以前在小学时的花名叻。。。

12.30分后,大家都开始要工作了。

开始时,大家都不知要怎么做。

极有领袖风范的小傻瓜就带头参与工作,

慢慢的,大家都找到了方向感,知道该怎么做了。

放学的时间到了,就这样,傻傻的小傻瓜就这样结束了他的一天。

今天小傻瓜很高兴,他没有想起其他的东西。

只是投入的进行工作。

他感觉到,复活了的小傻瓜在今天诞生了。

Sunday, May 17, 2009

故事篇--------一个傻瓜

有一个傻瓜,一个很傻很傻的傻瓜。

一天,他闲着无事做,就上网去了。

忽然间,他收到了一位很久没联络的朋友经 msn 传来的得一封信息。

这名傻瓜喜出望外,便高兴地打开的信息,毕竟发生一些事后,他们联络的机会已是少之又少了。。。

谁知,那名傻瓜回了一句话后,那朋友就没回信息了。。。

那傻瓜在想:“算了吧!可能我迟回信息了。。。”(因为当时那朋友的状态是appear offline)

后来,那傻瓜再一次上网时,又收到了那朋友的信息。

当时那傻瓜当然很高兴!!

以为可以找个人聊聊,因为小傻瓜当时的确不高兴。

回了信息后,谁知,结果还是一样,那朋友还是没回信息。

这时,小傻瓜心淡了,他真的灰心了。。。。

原来真的,发生那事情后,真的如傻瓜想的。。。

傻傻的小傻瓜,

还在默默的等候,等候能与这名朋友能恢复昔日般的亲密。

傻傻的小傻瓜,

还每天默默地向各种方法,来做一些很傻的东西,来避免这场尴尬。

傻傻的小傻瓜,

还每天折磨自己,做一些很傻的事情,傻到令人说他是傻的,来忘掉曾经与那朋友的快乐时光和痛苦的回忆。

但小傻瓜不知道,

其实他做的一切,都是一件又一件的傻事。。。

都是一直被朋友笑的傻事。。。。。

小傻瓜不知道,

一直以来,他都一直在欺骗自己,其实他还深爱着她。。。

小傻瓜对自己说过,既然没了机会,就放弃吧。。。

尝试过许多方法的小傻瓜,以为成功了时。。。

一封信息,就把他叫醒了。。。

他睡醒了。。。

他的心已变成了深灰色,他绝望了。。。

小傻瓜很想谢谢今天与他谈天的那位朋友。

是那位朋友唤醒了小傻瓜,让小傻瓜不再沉溺下去。。

明天的小傻瓜,再也看不见今天的小傻瓜。

明天的小傻瓜,会比今天的小傻瓜活得更快乐,更生动。

明天的小傻瓜,他的笑容会比以前更纯真,

是一个由心,

发出来的笑容。。。。。


一个傻瓜 - 完

Saturday, May 16, 2009

压力,压力 还是 压力

很显然的,

我不能天天的欺骗自己。

我每天的笑容,都笑得很假。

哈哈哈。。。几秒后又回到现实。

我不能再忍受下去了。

这一股‘压力’我实在不能再忍受了。

这是一股难以抵抗的压力。

是我再也承受不了的压力。

中六学涯的压力。

听说8月是我们中六生的第一次考试了。

我听了后不禁吓了一跳。

怎么这么快!!!

糟了!!!

我被安排到第三班上课时,我的信心已被打折了一半。

现在又来了这样的打击,你要我该怎么办?!

我很想问自己:我以前的信心都去了哪儿?

好辛苦哦!!!!

以前就说还有俊杰,加剑等朋友协助。

现在呢?要找个人来倾诉都没有。

什么事都要自己解决。

依赖,渐渐成为了我的致命伤。

再必须兼顾学业的同时,又要解决团内的纠纷。

想到这,我都就快疯了!!!!

有谁能在这个时候,能够协助我呢?

有谁能在这个时候,能帮我挽回信心呢?

答案是------- 没有。。。。。。

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i feels very happy!!!!!

juz now i chat with my junior and he has told me a really good news which i could'n believe it!!!

you know what?

not im becomes the president of the band, is my band has been invited to join the malaysian harmonica club!!!

what a privilege for all of us!!!

and then he told me there will be a gathering of whole malaysia's harmonica lovers and school clubs!!

then there will be a performance for all candidates and teams and even a grand performance of a few musicians from italy!!!

wao... talk till here i already feels very very exited and happy... haha...

in my heart, im thinking sthb( sam tet harmonica band) will go outstation to have a performance someday.

but i could'n expect it was so fast!!!

i think, sthb is time to have a revenge.

i want show to all of you and school, sthb is able to becomes famous in all over the malaysia.

i will try my best to bring my band to a greater height even im not the president of the band!!!

common' guys!!! cheer up!!!

is time to show our strength!!!!!!

故事篇-----可怜的调皮儿。。。

很快的,今天就开始上课咯!!!

本来今天有点累的我都被逼忍着劲儿,

慢慢的一边做着数学,一边听老师讲课。

到了pa课了, 又是时候继续做我的数学了!! 哈哈。。。

mr ho(我的班主任)在还没开始上课之前, 两位副班长走了出来。

但是我并没多加理会,继续做我数学。

当我听见我旁边的朋友说他们要改选副班长时,我才慢慢的把注意力放在前面,看看谁是那两位不幸儿。

忽然间,我最不想发生的事来了。

我隐约中看见那位我昨天主持的‘挑选委员大会' 中被我玩透了的那位在黑板上写着我的名字!!

啊!!!!!!!!!!!! T-T

本来只想在班上做一个平凡的学生,但因为我调皮的个性而收回了这样的回报。。。。

算了吧!!! 做都做了,只能怪自己在第一天时太调皮了。。。

这,就是可怜调皮儿的一则小故事。。。。。

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

extraordinary general meeting

after the station game, the next programe would be carry on is the extraordinary genaral meeting.

this could be a big moment for me because i have to stand on the stage to give some short speeching.

the extraordinary general meeting held is to choosing the new main commetees for sixth form society.

haizz.. i just can said this could be my bad luck because being pointed out to becomes one of the candidates....

after the short briefing for 12 candidates on the stage, the seniors asked many question on us.

some of the question more even hard for me to answer because we have to speak in english!!!

after that, the vote for the candidates begun.

both sites of boys and girls putting their votes in a plastic cans..

after that, the meeting dismiss and my second day of f6 life is over.....

during my speech, i have tried my best to performed well even i dont want to handle any post on this society.

i just hope that i stil can manage my studies even i really unluckily being vote to be one of the main com... haizzzzzz............

TT

station game ( second day of orientation )

the time pass so fast...

here comes my second day of f6 life.

today might be our last day of orientation cause tomorrow we have to devide into different classes.

the most exiting activities for sure is the 'station game'.

my group named 'aries'.. lol.... this horoscope is too familiar to me... haha...

by the way, we have expirience a lot of fun and we work as a team although in different sex.

at 8.30am, the game started.

the station game has divide into 5 stations.

every team have to pass all these stations only can say the game is over.

when we reach our first station, it already gave us a big problem.

this game most important objective is put our trustworthy on our group members.

but tis is just a beginning start of the game, therefore all members just like don't wan to involve,
just me giving the commands. haizzz...

but somehow, the members feels like already awake from dreams. all tried to solve this problem together.

we tried and tried and tried even we keep on fail.

all seems wanted to quit already. but im still keep on thinking the solve ways.

that time i feels really hard cause no people is helping me... haizzz

finally, i got the way to solve this question!!!

we keep on do it, do it and do it.

until we almost done it, the station master said,:"times up!"

arhh!........ that was too close!!! we can win this game!!!!!

at the end, we just manage to get a draw wif the other team....

then we go to the next station to fight with the other teams.

until the end of the station game, we manage to get 2 wins, 2 draws and 1 lose and manage to earn rm680!!

wao!! what a cool result we get!!

then we having our recess after we change back to our school uniform....

Monday, May 11, 2009

the start of my f6 life

everyone should know, 11th of may would be a big day for some students.

today is the first day for me being a f6 student in my former secondary school - smjk samtet

at 7.45am, i have reach school. tat time, i saw many people already start queing up at the basketball court.

so i quickily run out from driving seat n rush to the basketball court.

after we wait until 8.30am, the assembly held in the hall ended, den we have to the hall for some talks and speeches.

until we take our six form society t-shirt, we all group together and tease the t-shirt, how ugly was that!!!!

by the way, we stil have to wear it until our graduation day. OH MY GOD!!!!!

after that, is time for the section to choosing the new commetees of six form society.

somehow i admit im not so popular in my school so i dun care about any of the suggestion for the names.

suddenly, something has happen...

i heard the president of the 6th form society said the name that i almost cant accept it.

" SEONG YUH MING ! Please stand up!"

what?! this could be bad..... really have to pray for god this time....

but god din bless me this time.

when the president ask who agree to this suggestion, almost all of the boys raise up their hands!!!

ahh!!!!!!!....

then i have to wrote my name on the paper to wait for tomorrow self briefing.

hw unlucky i was!!!!!

i just hope tomorrow my performance could be bad and i cant be the one of those 8 main com. post!!! blekk....

after at 12.30pm, the first day of my f6 life over....

haizzz......

Sunday, May 10, 2009

school reopen lo.......

10th May 2009


today is quite hot.. no wind but just a shiny day...


just nw i just come back from my neighbour house for teaching my ermm... can say sister ba.. haha...

back to my title, ermm... school is gonna reopen tomorrow.

many people asked me.. "school is gonna reopen lo... what's ur feeling now?" "ready to face your new school life?"

when i face these kind questions, i normally will said, : " No, i feels bad right now...."

u know why?

this is because i dun like the f6 students since i form 3.

in my thinking, f6 students is juz joining the club or band and juz aim for taking the coco marks.

until i becomes one of the comeetees in my band, i more and more hate the f6 students due to their attitudes.

but, i have to face the fact that im going to becomes one of the students of f6.

even how my wish, my hope to going to my dream college - sunway university college,

i also have to accept it due to my bad results and financal problem.

think till here, my mood is getting worst and worst and worst.

during tuition i not even have the mood to continue my studies.

i feels wanted to ........ stop my studies.

however, no matter how i feels, i stil have to going to f6.

i cant stop my studies because everyone of my family is supporting me.

i hope my f6 life would be wonderful n full of laughness just like what i have been through in my f5 class...

i really hope that so....



pls/ this is my first english blog. if any grammer mistakes please forgive me cause my english is not very good la. welcome to leave some comments here.. thanks

Saturday, May 9, 2009

我尽力了。。。。。

5约8日(星期五)晴

今天呢。。。

我们一班疯疯颠颠的朋友又再次的相约在一起去打球。

早上,我依旧的“太“早到,便坐在一旁看看别人打球。

唯一不同的,我一人坐在一旁没有想别的东西,

专心一志地看一群老伯伯打球。

到了10点中,朋友总算到了。

谁知,当我要去订场时,发生了一些不想发生的事情。

我立即把政彤叫出来,与他商量对策。

最后还是决定打电话告诉朋友我们所看见的一切。

一向没有谈吐天分的我,便把这责任交给了振彤。。。

出乎意料的,朋友说没关系。

就在这时,我已意识到,这次的打球一定不能比上回的疯癫。。

过了一会,朋友都到齐了。

果然的,开始时一片死气沉沉的,各打各的。。。

后来当“主角”说一起打后,球场才有了一点生气。。。

到了中间时,我忍不住了,我是时候要动手了。。。

场上一片疯癫,不知是打球还是追逐的,当时真的疯了。

但这份效应维持不了多久,又恢复平静了。

然而,我怎样的努力,换来的都是失败的结果。

我累了,就到旁边去休息。

看见朋友强颜欢笑的时候,当时我真地想问她:“你决定继续在这打球的决定正确吗?”

怎样都好,她勇敢的这一段“障碍”,也可以说很好了。

我尽力了。。。

我尽了力以使到他们开心,我拼了力去做小丑的角色。。。

换来的,也许只是短暂的快乐,

但至少我已尽了力了。。。。。

最近有没觉得我时常找你呢?哈哈。。。

烦吧?

希望你能尽早忘了这痛苦,留下的,

是一段甜蜜的回忆。。。。。