dissapointment life

and finally, i have collected my last paper for my monthly test.

2day, i was just unhappy for the whole day starts from the moment that all the results have come out....

I was so dispressed and even cant concentrate on my favourite topics - DNA and photosynthesis tought by mr choong.

Mr choong was a very good teacher actually and I just dono why i just could'nt pay attention on his class...

Nt only that, Mdm Carrie, my chemistry teacher. What she tought this few days i not even understand and starts could'nt to catch up...

I wonder what happen to me actually....

I started to fed up and my morale started to drop.

In this monthly test, I have full dissapointment on my all subjects that i have taken..

PA, Chemistry, Biology, Muet, and even my favourite subject, maths that proudly be my first 'fail' subject in my entire study life.....

36 marks?! I wonder what happen to me actually....

For the others subjects, i can said that i have gave my whole strength on it, i read it!!! i understand it!!! But .... why?

My mom scolded me din study and always sit infront of the computer.

bt i really tried my best in this test and now what i got here, i really don't know how to answer her....

acually i'm not jealous on you, i just don't want you to worry on me.

cause sometimes when i talk about studies, you will sad too, so i didn't tell you just now..

I just feels that my world has started to change.

The darkness finded me, and the devil tolds me to regret and fed up on my studies.

But do I really have to do so?

I don't think so.....

Starting from tommorrow, there will be no more 'lame' in my dictionary....