End of my holidaysssssss

Again, I have wasted my holiday peacefully...

Ended without doing anything useful...

At least this time I spend most of the time with my frens... with all friends that study abroad nor at KL, Melaka this and that...

I think I have around half and a yearwe din meet each other especially my 2 buddies, chun kit and kent...

these 2 best ever buddies just come back from Singapore and I still remember that day they leave me alone at Ipoh!!! >.< ( just joking.. haha)

But I think I have make a smarter choice for me even some of my friends says that i should study at colleges... haha...

because i have found someone that is truely important to me somehow I should stay here...

tomorrow there will be another gathering for we with our Sejarah tuition teacher Miss Lee..

I hope all of us can attend that gathering and meet together which seems like we have lost contact with each other for long time ago since we have been separated after tha farewell party...

haha... I think this hard to be occur because some of them still have their study week and might have to go back earlier.. haha...

but... i think is ok... there will still have the chance we can gather and chat happily just like the days we have our tuition... ^.^

dissapointment life

and finally, i have collected my last paper for my monthly test.

2day, i was just unhappy for the whole day starts from the moment that all the results have come out....

I was so dispressed and even cant concentrate on my favourite topics - DNA and photosynthesis tought by mr choong.

Mr choong was a very good teacher actually and I just dono why i just could'nt pay attention on his class...

Nt only that, Mdm Carrie, my chemistry teacher. What she tought this few days i not even understand and starts could'nt to catch up...

I wonder what happen to me actually....

I started to fed up and my morale started to drop.

In this monthly test, I have full dissapointment on my all subjects that i have taken..

PA, Chemistry, Biology, Muet, and even my favourite subject, maths that proudly be my first 'fail' subject in my entire study life.....

36 marks?! I wonder what happen to me actually....

For the others subjects, i can said that i have gave my whole strength on it, i read it!!! i understand it!!! But .... why?

My mom scolded me din study and always sit infront of the computer.

bt i really tried my best in this test and now what i got here, i really don't know how to answer her....

acually i'm not jealous on you, i just don't want you to worry on me.

cause sometimes when i talk about studies, you will sad too, so i didn't tell you just now..

I just feels that my world has started to change.

The darkness finded me, and the devil tolds me to regret and fed up on my studies.

But do I really have to do so?

I don't think so.....

Starting from tommorrow, there will be no more 'lame' in my dictionary....