尴尬

今天小傻瓜在学校疯狂到极点，

在上课时，不断的在做功课，读书，做功课，读书，

有着一个不曾过着的日子。。

小傻瓜感觉到“压力”这两个字越来越沉重了。

终于到了下课的时间了。

小傻瓜才乖乖的放下他一直读不明白的书籍，下课去。。。

到了食堂，小傻瓜与同班同学坐在一起闲聊。

谈话当中，大家有说有笑，而且在谈话当中，

小傻瓜竟与一名同班同学当上了兄妹！！！

关系复杂的两人真是难搞啦！！！

后来，放学后，小傻瓜有一堂为时3小时的数学补习班要上，

已经身心疲惫的小傻瓜感叹自己知否还能撑得住呢。。。。

果然，在补习到了一半时小傻瓜终于撑不住，倒了下去。。。

睡了一会儿，小傻瓜就起来继续上课。

当时小傻瓜看见前方的一些朋友转头看着他。

小傻瓜新乡大概情势不妙了。

果然，补习老师就开口说：“class! I think we have to take a break here. I saw someone feels sleepy in the class..."

当时， 小傻瓜身边的朋友都笑了起来，当时小傻瓜真是超尴尬的！！！

浪费了一整天的精力，去钻研一本自己都不知它在讲什么的书，而且还不明白的，

到头来换来的是一群又一群的嘲笑声，

其实，今天的小傻瓜很想责怪自己，

为什么他是这么笨........

what a funny person --- 小傻瓜

today little stupid back to school again.

During BI class, the teacher asked all students in the class to read out their poems yesterday...

While the teacher asked little stupid go to the front read out his poem,

the gang which always 'bully' him claped their hand hardly and shouting on him, how embarrasing!

When little stupid reading his poem until the half way,

he suddenly laugh in front of the class.

Everyone who sat in front was so curious what he was laughing.

Little student just couldn't stop laughing until the final stanza of the poem.

Inside the heart, he was thinking: Why I stil cant let go of her? Why I have to wrote this poem and showed it to my class?

Why? Why? Why?

Am i too crazy on love or i just too stupid to handle my feelings?

Yeah.. Maybe...

Then, little stupid started to laugh.

He laugh not because of those gang who always irritate him.

He laugh because of he is too stupid!!!

After the class, the gang comes to appologize to him.

Little just says nothing and walked away.

He tries to let him alone and calms his mind.

After that, he comes in the class and smile again...

But still, he still unhappy in his heart...

最傻的小傻瓜

today little stupid ( 小傻瓜) was not happy...

little stupid was attended a BI class,

and the teacher asked the class to write a poem.

little stupid cant even think on a topic that he have to write.

suddenly, he thinks on the pass.

so he started to write.

here is his poem (any grammer mistakes plz 4give) :-

you

Where are you?
You just leave me behind and walked away.
Where are you?
I just couldn't find where you are after that day you leave.

Are you tried to ignore me?
I just couldn't know what you are thinking now.
Is our relationship is over?
Is our friendship just over because of that?

Finally i have found you.
But I not dare to chat with you.
Even if you appear infront of me,
I will choose to run away from your sight.

How could it been like that?
We were having our happy time together.
We studied together, joked together and console each other when we facing some problems.
But it all changed after that day.

I miss the time we have been together.
I miss the time we have fun together.
I miss the message that you sent to me.
I miss you.

After losing you, I was lost.
Feeling like lost in the jungle.
I lost my path, my way that I have to continue my journey.
I even lost the meaning of living in this world.

But soon all have become past tenses.
I will still waiting for you,
Wait until the end of the world.

疯了的小傻瓜

小傻瓜又开始的他全新的一天。

今天，小傻瓜一如往常，到学校去上上课。

但今天小傻瓜对自己下了一个傻诺言，

那就是要在课室里无论什么事都要保持严肃的态度！！

就这样，小傻瓜浩浩荡荡的上学去。

开始时，小傻瓜还能保持着表现。

上课时无论多无聊，都撑着眼皮，直到上完课为止。

终于到了“温习时间”（study period)了。

因为这时候没有老师，小傻瓜就趁这时候，

到前面，手持一张名单，准备开始他的工作（询问谁要买书）
p/s : 小傻瓜在班上是一名副班长，简称傻班长.

开始时,小傻瓜的工作都算是顺利的.

但,到了中间时,时常作弄他的同学 ---- 由五人组成的"团体" 又来了.

那群人不断地引小傻瓜发笑,

谁知,

对自己下的承诺的小傻瓜最后还是屈服了,

他笑了... = _ = "

下课后,小傻瓜的毛病又发作了.

再等着老师的都来之际, 小傻瓜忽然间与他一旁的朋友唱起歌来...

看来小傻瓜快要疯了.......

等到数学老师来了后, 老师给了一些问题给学生做.

忽然间, 在附近的异性同学瞄了小傻瓜一眼.

直到是什么事吗?

当时正在回答数学的小傻瓜,

不由自禁得喃喃自语起来..... 好像疯人似的!!!

看来小傻瓜快要走火入魔了......

小傻瓜回家后想了想, 看来他需要去医院去检查了.....

今后,小傻瓜给自己添了个新花名

------ 小疯瓜 ( 疯了的小傻瓜 ）

复活了的小傻瓜

上回说到小傻瓜要在明天来个新生活吧？

今天呢，小傻瓜在7点时分就到了学校，比平时还早了10分钟。

因为呢，小傻瓜需要提早到学校做些东西。

他已预料到，今天将会是个忙碌的一天。

今天是教师节，很多老师都很高兴地抵达学校。

经过了大约两个小时的致词后，礼堂里的人都快昏昏欲睡了。

然而，幸好大会主席说仪式结束后，大家又变得生龙活虎了。

开始时，小傻瓜一直都忙碌于准备教师节的礼物，东搬搬，西走走的。

到了仪式结束后，总算可以松了口气。

谁知，小傻瓜真真的“任务” --- 准备茶点，竟要在下午12.30分才开始！！

小傻瓜当时真的快崩溃了。

后来，负责老师还说要找多5位帮手时，

小傻瓜真的要昏倒了。。。。

小傻瓜又在“跑马拉松”了（即走完整所学校）。。。

他从三楼，跑到四楼，又在跑到三楼。过后还要走回一楼。

他的脚啊，真是酸死了！！

不过，皇天不负“小傻瓜”，总算给他找来了5个人。

宴会要在12.30分才开始。

但小傻瓜与一众10人傻傻地在11.30分坐在课室里等候老师们驾到。

就这样，大家闷闷地，就谈起了天来。

谈着谈着，小傻瓜就忽然间多了一个花名---玉蜀黍

这正是小傻瓜以前在小学时的花名叻。。。

12.30分后，大家都开始要工作了。

开始时，大家都不知要怎么做。

极有领袖风范的小傻瓜就带头参与工作，

慢慢的，大家都找到了方向感，知道该怎么做了。

放学的时间到了，就这样，傻傻的小傻瓜就这样结束了他的一天。

今天小傻瓜很高兴，他没有想起其他的东西。

只是投入的进行工作。

他感觉到，复活了的小傻瓜在今天诞生了。

故事篇--------一个傻瓜

有一个傻瓜，一个很傻很傻的傻瓜。

一天，他闲着无事做，就上网去了。

忽然间，他收到了一位很久没联络的朋友经 msn 传来的得一封信息。

这名傻瓜喜出望外，便高兴地打开的信息，毕竟发生一些事后，他们联络的机会已是少之又少了。。。

谁知，那名傻瓜回了一句话后，那朋友就没回信息了。。。

那傻瓜在想：“算了吧！可能我迟回信息了。。。”（因为当时那朋友的状态是appear offline)

后来，那傻瓜再一次上网时，又收到了那朋友的信息。

当时那傻瓜当然很高兴！！

以为可以找个人聊聊，因为小傻瓜当时的确不高兴。

回了信息后，谁知，结果还是一样，那朋友还是没回信息。

这时，小傻瓜心淡了，他真的灰心了。。。。

原来真的，发生那事情后，真的如傻瓜想的。。。

傻傻的小傻瓜，

还在默默的等候，等候能与这名朋友能恢复昔日般的亲密。

傻傻的小傻瓜，

还每天默默地向各种方法，来做一些很傻的东西，来避免这场尴尬。

傻傻的小傻瓜，

还每天折磨自己，做一些很傻的事情，傻到令人说他是傻的，来忘掉曾经与那朋友的快乐时光和痛苦的回忆。

但小傻瓜不知道，

其实他做的一切，都是一件又一件的傻事。。。

都是一直被朋友笑的傻事。。。。。

小傻瓜不知道，

一直以来，他都一直在欺骗自己，其实他还深爱着她。。。

小傻瓜对自己说过，既然没了机会，就放弃吧。。。

尝试过许多方法的小傻瓜，以为成功了时。。。

一封信息，就把他叫醒了。。。

他睡醒了。。。

他的心已变成了深灰色，他绝望了。。。

小傻瓜很想谢谢今天与他谈天的那位朋友。

是那位朋友唤醒了小傻瓜，让小傻瓜不再沉溺下去。。

明天的小傻瓜，再也看不见今天的小傻瓜。

明天的小傻瓜，会比今天的小傻瓜活得更快乐，更生动。

明天的小傻瓜，他的笑容会比以前更纯真，

是一个由心，

发出来的笑容。。。。。


一个傻瓜 - 完

压力，压力 还是 压力

很显然的，

我不能天天的欺骗自己。

我每天的笑容，都笑得很假。

哈哈哈。。。几秒后又回到现实。

我不能再忍受下去了。

这一股‘压力’我实在不能再忍受了。

这是一股难以抵抗的压力。

是我再也承受不了的压力。

中六学涯的压力。

听说8月是我们中六生的第一次考试了。

我听了后不禁吓了一跳。

怎么这么快！！！

糟了！！！

我被安排到第三班上课时，我的信心已被打折了一半。

现在又来了这样的打击，你要我该怎么办？！

我很想问自己：我以前的信心都去了哪儿？

好辛苦哦！！！！

以前就说还有俊杰，加剑等朋友协助。

现在呢？要找个人来倾诉都没有。

什么事都要自己解决。

依赖，渐渐成为了我的致命伤。

再必须兼顾学业的同时，又要解决团内的纠纷。

想到这，我都就快疯了！！！！

有谁能在这个时候，能够协助我呢？

有谁能在这个时候，能帮我挽回信心呢？

答案是------- 没有。。。。。。

i feels very happy!!!!!

juz now i chat with my junior and he has told me a really good news which i could'n believe it!!!

you know what?

not im becomes the president of the band, is my band has been invited to join the malaysian harmonica club!!!

what a privilege for all of us!!!

and then he told me there will be a gathering of whole malaysia's harmonica lovers and school clubs!!

then there will be a performance for all candidates and teams and even a grand performance of a few musicians from italy!!!

wao... talk till here i already feels very very exited and happy... haha...

in my heart, im thinking sthb( sam tet harmonica band) will go outstation to have a performance someday.

but i could'n expect it was so fast!!!

i think, sthb is time to have a revenge.

i want show to all of you and school, sthb is able to becomes famous in all over the malaysia.

i will try my best to bring my band to a greater height even im not the president of the band!!!

common' guys!!! cheer up!!!

is time to show our strength!!!!!!

故事篇-----可怜的调皮儿。。。

很快的，今天就开始上课咯！！！

本来今天有点累的我都被逼忍着劲儿，

慢慢的一边做着数学，一边听老师讲课。

到了pa课了， 又是时候继续做我的数学了！！ 哈哈。。。

mr ho(我的班主任）在还没开始上课之前， 两位副班长走了出来。

但是我并没多加理会，继续做我数学。

当我听见我旁边的朋友说他们要改选副班长时，我才慢慢的把注意力放在前面，看看谁是那两位不幸儿。

忽然间，我最不想发生的事来了。

我隐约中看见那位我昨天主持的‘挑选委员大会' 中被我玩透了的那位在黑板上写着我的名字！！

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！ T-T

本来只想在班上做一个平凡的学生，但因为我调皮的个性而收回了这样的回报。。。。

算了吧！！！ 做都做了，只能怪自己在第一天时太调皮了。。。

这，就是可怜调皮儿的一则小故事。。。。。

extraordinary general meeting

after the station game, the next programe would be carry on is the extraordinary genaral meeting.

this could be a big moment for me because i have to stand on the stage to give some short speeching.

the extraordinary general meeting held is to choosing the new main commetees for sixth form society.

haizz.. i just can said this could be my bad luck because being pointed out to becomes one of the candidates....

after the short briefing for 12 candidates on the stage, the seniors asked many question on us.

some of the question more even hard for me to answer because we have to speak in english!!!

after that, the vote for the candidates begun.

both sites of boys and girls putting their votes in a plastic cans..

after that, the meeting dismiss and my second day of f6 life is over.....

during my speech, i have tried my best to performed well even i dont want to handle any post on this society.

i just hope that i stil can manage my studies even i really unluckily being vote to be one of the main com... haizzzzzz............

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station game ( second day of orientation )

the time pass so fast...

here comes my second day of f6 life.

today might be our last day of orientation cause tomorrow we have to devide into different classes.

the most exiting activities for sure is the 'station game'.

my group named 'aries'.. lol.... this horoscope is too familiar to me... haha...

by the way, we have expirience a lot of fun and we work as a team although in different sex.

at 8.30am, the game started.

the station game has divide into 5 stations.

every team have to pass all these stations only can say the game is over.

when we reach our first station, it already gave us a big problem.

this game most important objective is put our trustworthy on our group members.

but tis is just a beginning start of the game, therefore all members just like don't wan to involve,
just me giving the commands. haizzz...

but somehow, the members feels like already awake from dreams. all tried to solve this problem together.

we tried and tried and tried even we keep on fail.

all seems wanted to quit already. but im still keep on thinking the solve ways.

that time i feels really hard cause no people is helping me... haizzz

finally, i got the way to solve this question!!!

we keep on do it, do it and do it.

until we almost done it, the station master said,:"times up!"

arhh!........ that was too close!!! we can win this game!!!!!

at the end, we just manage to get a draw wif the other team....

then we go to the next station to fight with the other teams.

until the end of the station game, we manage to get 2 wins, 2 draws and 1 lose and manage to earn rm680!!

wao!! what a cool result we get!!

then we having our recess after we change back to our school uniform....

the start of my f6 life

everyone should know, 11th of may would be a big day for some students.

today is the first day for me being a f6 student in my former secondary school - smjk samtet

at 7.45am, i have reach school. tat time, i saw many people already start queing up at the basketball court.

so i quickily run out from driving seat n rush to the basketball court.

after we wait until 8.30am, the assembly held in the hall ended, den we have to the hall for some talks and speeches.

until we take our six form society t-shirt, we all group together and tease the t-shirt, how ugly was that!!!!

by the way, we stil have to wear it until our graduation day. OH MY GOD!!!!!

after that, is time for the section to choosing the new commetees of six form society.

somehow i admit im not so popular in my school so i dun care about any of the suggestion for the names.

suddenly, something has happen...

i heard the president of the 6th form society said the name that i almost cant accept it.

" SEONG YUH MING ! Please stand up!"

what?! this could be bad..... really have to pray for god this time....

but god din bless me this time.

when the president ask who agree to this suggestion, almost all of the boys raise up their hands!!!

ahh!!!!!!!....

then i have to wrote my name on the paper to wait for tomorrow self briefing.

hw unlucky i was!!!!!

i just hope tomorrow my performance could be bad and i cant be the one of those 8 main com. post!!! blekk....

after at 12.30pm, the first day of my f6 life over....

haizzz......

school reopen lo.......

10th May 2009


today is quite hot.. no wind but just a shiny day...


just nw i just come back from my neighbour house for teaching my ermm... can say sister ba.. haha...

back to my title, ermm... school is gonna reopen tomorrow.

many people asked me.. "school is gonna reopen lo... what's ur feeling now?" "ready to face your new school life?"

when i face these kind questions, i normally will said, : " No, i feels bad right now...."

u know why?

this is because i dun like the f6 students since i form 3.

in my thinking, f6 students is juz joining the club or band and juz aim for taking the coco marks.

until i becomes one of the comeetees in my band, i more and more hate the f6 students due to their attitudes.

but, i have to face the fact that im going to becomes one of the students of f6.

even how my wish, my hope to going to my dream college - sunway university college,

i also have to accept it due to my bad results and financal problem.

think till here, my mood is getting worst and worst and worst.

during tuition i not even have the mood to continue my studies.

i feels wanted to ........ stop my studies.

however, no matter how i feels, i stil have to going to f6.

i cant stop my studies because everyone of my family is supporting me.

i hope my f6 life would be wonderful n full of laughness just like what i have been through in my f5 class...

i really hope that so....



pls/ this is my first english blog. if any grammer mistakes please forgive me cause my english is not very good la. welcome to leave some comments here.. thanks

我尽力了。。。。。

5约8日（星期五）晴

今天呢。。。

我们一班疯疯颠颠的朋友又再次的相约在一起去打球。

早上，我依旧的“太“早到，便坐在一旁看看别人打球。

唯一不同的，我一人坐在一旁没有想别的东西，

专心一志地看一群老伯伯打球。

到了10点中，朋友总算到了。

谁知，当我要去订场时，发生了一些不想发生的事情。

我立即把政彤叫出来，与他商量对策。

最后还是决定打电话告诉朋友我们所看见的一切。

一向没有谈吐天分的我，便把这责任交给了振彤。。。

出乎意料的，朋友说没关系。

就在这时，我已意识到，这次的打球一定不能比上回的疯癫。。

过了一会，朋友都到齐了。

果然的，开始时一片死气沉沉的，各打各的。。。

后来当“主角”说一起打后，球场才有了一点生气。。。

到了中间时，我忍不住了，我是时候要动手了。。。

场上一片疯癫，不知是打球还是追逐的，当时真的疯了。

但这份效应维持不了多久，又恢复平静了。

然而，我怎样的努力，换来的都是失败的结果。

我累了，就到旁边去休息。

看见朋友强颜欢笑的时候，当时我真地想问她：“你决定继续在这打球的决定正确吗？”

怎样都好，她勇敢的这一段“障碍”，也可以说很好了。

我尽力了。。。

我尽了力以使到他们开心，我拼了力去做小丑的角色。。。

换来的，也许只是短暂的快乐，

但至少我已尽了力了。。。。。

最近有没觉得我时常找你呢？哈哈。。。

烦吧？

希望你能尽早忘了这痛苦，留下的，

是一段甜蜜的回忆。。。。。